2012 Bucket List Update (February)

So far sticking to my "2012 Bucket List" has been somewhat difficult yet easier than I thought. After finding the inspiration to start my list for the new year I did exactly what I always do... I jumped in eager to get it done and accomplished! This is just like me, setting my mind to something or an idea and wanting to achieve it almost instantly even if it's impossible. This may be because I know if I don't dive in head first I wont even bother trying to get my feet wet. So lets talk about what I have and haven't done! I began P90 (which was 6 days a week -- DOUBLE my original exercise goal) and started feeling really great about my streak of motivation... I was (key word) also counting my calories and drinking my water! I LOST 9 POUNDS!!! This lasted approx 2 weeks before I made a BIG MISTAKE by grabbing fast food on my "cheat" day! You can guess what happened from there! GOODBYE P90, PEACE OUT calorie counting, water... whats that?? Yea, not my proudest moment! So here I am -- typing this note STILL FAT! Motivation will find me soon and if it doesn't I will force it upon myself! hahahaha Checking something off your list and doing the happy dance is great UNTIL you have to be honest with yourself and go back and erase the dang things because you FAILED! :/ So I would definitely say this has been the "difficult" portion of my list, which doesn't surprise me as I knew from the get go turning away from my bad habits damn near cold turkey wouldn't go well. On the upside I have achieved other goals in my bucket such as getting the process started on my smile! I have already seen a dentist and orthodontist... Cavities are filled, teeth are cleaned, and braces are scheduled for March 5th. I'm excited and nervous, but nonetheless excited to see a pretty straight smile on my face! Also, tomorrow LENT will begin -- I am still deciding what I want to give up but I know it will be something that I frequently indulge in. Also I am planning to go out and purchase a book (Bread & Wine) which is a run down on Lent and daily devotionals so therefore I am also catching up on my reading which just so happens to be on my list as well!!! WOO WOO! Brandon and I recently went on a date and even had a family dinner date with our sweet girl which was really nice. I hope we can continue to find time for each other as life carries us into daily chaos. Random acts of kindness has gone a little slower than I planned. While I try to be kind daily the most I have accomplished is taking my time to clip coupons I know I won't use and disbursing them while I shop so a stranger can save some money (even if it is a few cents or a couple of dollars). It's not much at the moment, but I will make time for bigger and more meaningful opportunities. Lastly, I have a little something else in the works that is on my list, but in fear of jinxing myself I want to keep it quiet for now. Overall I would say for only being 2 months into the new year I have accomplished more than most people and even myself thought I would and I'm making some bold moves that I am hoping in the end will be worth while. This is definitely a work in progress so stay tuned!

TO BE CONTINUED...